Happiness ~~~~~~~~~~~~

Years Ago,I have realized that my goal of living is finding "HAPPINESS"..no matter by achieving something at work or doing something i preferred. I enjoy fulfillment, especially from O to 1. At least I am quite sure i am not a money salve ,I don't really want to be a millionaire or else. Now,I felt satisfy. I do enjoy simple life and feel comfortable and happiness with my dearest family.

But ....recently,I am not feel good, it is not because the weather is getting cold,it seems my heart told me that i am a bit not match to the general thinking of my peers which makes me feel not very happy.

Here, I would like to asking "Why"s :

Why I refuse to join gatherings with friends which only included superficial talk ?

Why I am not enjoy listening the topics that should be interested in my age? ( personal issues included marriage;babies;problems at workplace...etc..) seems to me that those contents is repeating and repeating....

Why I always be a listener among friends but not a speaker to let me share my in-depth feeling and values? Have I hided myself for a long time?? Should I be more open-minded to let more friends get inside my heart, discuss with me more than about personal issues, for example economics,energy crisis,business ideas,helping the poverty,human behavior etc. Anyone have time and interest in such topics ??

Of course i found one who is sleeping besides me,he is my lovely husband.And I am sure this is one of the reason I married him.^O^

Besides him, anyone else?? I am not finding someone to love me, but just find someone who enjoy sharing bigger topics with me too. This make me felt not good...

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Until this week,I read this book,I admire "Tony Hsieh" who can find his "passion" even "purpose" to live in this world...."Delivering Happiness to change the world". How cool !!!!! He makes me feel happy again.

The book told his success story. The main point to me is his execution approach to achieve the goal is something I can't imagine before.You know, it is really hard to balance the "Business" & "Happiness" in real world, humanity and money will make it deteriorate.But the fact is he can do it successfully in that practical way. He execute it well and proved the theory!

How can a small potato like me can do something like him ?? This should be a good question for myself to think deeply.




Back to me, before "Delivering" Happiness, I do concentrate on finding my own "Happiness" , passion to develop some platform for me to achieve it first.

Let's see !!!
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