Wednesday, February 22, 2012

Eyefirebomb ~~~~~~~~~~~~

How come ?! God !
Solve it,I quit !
Let it go!

Good Luck !

Saturday, February 11, 2012

那股勁...您在那?!

终於完成數個大TASKS!回到香港,面對現實了...

我的2011,學習的一年,一年的時間開拓了腦袋沉睡的一角, 是眼界令我更看清人生的規律,感受被環境影響的威力...
當越是想前進, 就越覺得總有股後力纒繞著,魔鬼與天使整天都在吵吵鬧鬧,究竟應該要怎樣走?!

魔鬼告訴我, 證據顯示我並不適合另起爐灶,性格背景家庭處境同時向我抗議. 認為相比 "THINKER",我更適合做一個"EXECUTOR"
另一邊廂,天使很誠心的鼓勵,重覆就是因為這個"處境",更應該試一試,錯過了的話,相信這一輩子也不會再出現~

不得不承認,現在的comfort zone 外牆太牢固,要離開需要極大勇氣....或許這是幸福的代價.
從前的那股勁 seems totally disappear,絕對有理由相信潛意識認定結婚就代表上岸...導致依賴及惰性自從婚後就總是圍繞著我...還有更甚的是,現在的工作只用上腦袋的少部份,所以好像已有退化情況...HELP~

Back to reality, I got 3 choices:

(1)Explore a Gap/Need,fulfill it !!
(2)Continue to help him, support it !!
(3)Find a Pier, just do it !!

Ideally,doing (1)&(2)at the same time is perfect... but it is impossible ...
acting (1), need to take a high risk (not only financial but also family life)
acting (2), may appear single point of failure
acting (3), save, but it is hard to find a ideal one

為左避免拖延,似乎要設定限期,令下一步早日發生~

- option (1),Start research and maintain pot project, deadline : April
- option (2),Keep existing position, review base on the result of option (1) in April
- option (3),Keep checking once a week, only apply if interest

That's all, less talk , ACT it !!!

那股勁...我有了下一步後就會找到您!!!